Tuesday, August 9, 2011

just life.

I try to paint an honest picture of myself here.  But I'm not sure if you saw me out in public grabbing my sister inappropriately you would recogize that kind of behavior.  If you know me, you would. 
If you don't--now you do.
 I'm not sure if you saw me standing in my front yard with my night gown on, screaming at the redheads like we live on a 23 acre farm you would feel comfortable with that.  But it happens. 
It's real.
 Some days there is nothing serious that comes out of my mouth at all.  And I'm surrounded by people who either join me in the idiotic conversations and songs {thanks rache} or by people who laugh at me like I'm the funniest person they know. {thanks jeni.}
By the way, Jeni and I have this loud laugh that later turns into a silent laugh.  It's quite hysterical when we are alone  but even more funny when we are with one another. 
 It gets a little awkward sometimes.  Rachel & Jeni hate awkward. 
I live for it.
 I'm almost positive that if you don't know me, you wouldn't recognize my ridiculous, inappropriate, often insane behavior.  You might not be amused with my antics and loud aggression. 
But there is a freedom in my insanity. 
 I can't hold back the urge to sing loudly, honk at a stranger, mutter something annoying, dance wildly or do something completely out of the spectrum of normal.

There are moments when this mechanism saves me.  I can cope with life in all of it's goods and bads because God gave me the gift of laughter and humor.  I enjoy anything and everything that is funny.  I can make almost anything funny.  It's not so serious, after all.
It's just life.


It's not unusual to be loved by anyone said...

Ohhh thanks for letting us know...now i love you even more than i did before..ha, ha!! I really didn't know that..i thought you are more the quite and calm person..but now i know better. Very sympathic!!We are very much alike!!

Chrissy♥ said...

Probably one of my favorite posts!!!!

andrealeighshannon said...

All I can say is I miiisss you so much!! I wish everyday that we lived closer! Love ya!

sara aka meme said...

Ramee the more I read your blog the more I really am understanding everything I do pray daily for all of you and everyone in mabels life and I just want to say thank you so much for letting me know what goes on with the appointments I love you guys so much and mabel has given me a much greater gift in life i am so happy to have my babies they are my life I love you all